Hugs

Okay, so I'm generally not really a huggy person, although I hug more than some of my friends do, but generally those hugs are used to hug/choke W, so does that really count? Maybe not :P And of course let me and now you not forget the 8 hugs given to me by ST. 8 that's a lot!

But kidding aside, I really want a hug right now. Not because I'm sad or having a really bad day or anything, I just really want a hug. I've also noticed that I enjoy the hugs that AA give me :) I have no idea why, but I just do. And before some of you get the idea that I like him, I can say right now that I don't. I've been on that boat already and I have already docked that boat and moved on. This hug craving may be due to the fact that I haven't hugged H for a long time now, ever since I told him how I felt actually. But what can I do, I'll just let things with him play out. I've also been getting half hugs from this guy, let us call him L. We mock fight a lot and then he would make up by giving me a hug, which I always reject :P but once in a while that hug happens. So maybe I'll get hugs from him less often and it'll get H out of my mind, and get my weird wanting of AA hugs...

-J

All Smiles and Laughs

Hey guys!

I know it's been a little while since I've updated, but I don't really have much to say. I'm not sad or anything anymore. I've been healing slowly, and H and I are still friends and we still talk, and seeing him around is honestly not as hard as I thought it would be. It actually feels like before, not awkwardness, so sad faces, it's just like before. But other than that, I don't have much to say. Ohh I've been getting hugs from ST! That was for her amusement, if she's every going to read this post :P.

But aside form that nothing much, the only other thing that would count as exciting is getting my face purelled and getting sprayed with Axe by SB.

So bye for now!
-J