Hey guys!
So this is just going to be a random post where I think some things out. Mostly cause this guy told me today that I'm "matured a lot in a year." He then further explained that it's not like he was saying that I was a super immature brat last year. He says I've mature in a good way. He also says that I seem to be working harder this year, when in reality, I've sorta been slacking off this year. I've been doing less and less, and as the season progressed, I'm getting better at telling other people to do my work. Yes, I'm getting lazy :P
But ya, I don't understand what he means by I've matured, if anything, I would say that I've become less mature. I go around making random noises and act like a five year old half the time, how the hell is that mature? But I guess he means in a way where I'm not as dependent on others when it comes to working, or that I act less childish? Totally impossible though... This is what he said "I mean this in the nicest way possible, you've matured a lot in a year" I know he meant it in a very nice way, but I'm just curious, in what ways have I matured? Tell me if you guy now, cause I seriously don't. All I know is that I've become weirder the past year.
Also, R is back at work!! He's working on Sunday, unfortunately, I won't be seeing him, as he's only back to take my shift. The thing is, my boss reserved a shift just fr me, knowing that I wouldn't be able to work, but hoping that if he asked, I would be able to... But I still couldn't so he found R to replace me :) My boss told me today that he was going to take the then empty shift. Speaking about my boss, I seriously feel like sometimes, he's too chill to be my boss. Today he asked me to take a picture with all the remaining Asians at work so he can post it on our website. We started off the season as 7 Asians, then made out way up to 9, then slowly we have been dropping in numbers, we are now down to about 6 full timers and a few here and theres. He told me to take a picture with the 3 others that were working today and then asked me about the rest of the Asians, that he hired! But I have to admit, one of the highlights of the summer was the amount of Asians we are at work compared to every other year, we even outnumber the Italians we have this year :P
And does it ever happen to you guys that you're sitting all alone and you think of something and it makes you laugh? Well tonight it's happening to me, when we were taking out all Asian picture, my boss wanted us all to be serious faced, so we tried, but we all kept laughing, then we finally all had a serious face and WL started laughing right behind me, and we ll broke into a laugh, but just remembering the way he laughed is making me laugh too. And so does thing thing one of my bosses said which was very mean, but she was talking about one of the new workers (that does not work efficiently) she said, and I heard this second hand, "If you look up the word useless in the dictionary, you would see this kids face smiling up at you." I know it's mean for her to say and for me to laugh at, but I don't know why, but when ever I think about it I just crack up every time.
That's about it for this post, which I now realize is very work orientated on my part...
Until next time,
-J
Nothing but Words and Letters is about my life, and there will be no pictures or videos, simply my words, and letters to replace the names of the people I'm talking about.
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Friday, August 24, 2012
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Why Does Everyone Assume I Like SB?
I would really want to know why people think I like SB! Someone told me it's because I mention him a lot, but the thing is I talk about H way more. At first, I thought it was something stereotypical, like "Asians only like Asians" or something, but when even an Asian thinks it? I don't know... and when they are the 6th person to think the same thing in such a short span of time... something is definitely up.
And the thing is, I don't know what people see when they see us together, cause the thing is, we are almost never EVER together, but as mentioned before in a previous post, for two people who are generally shy around strangers, we get along very well for two people who barely know each other. But let me give you the background on how we generally act around each other, and you can be the judge of it.
When we first met, it was generally always saying "hi" to one another, and I would have group studies with him and H, and we would talk on Skype a lot, but the conversations would be about nothing, and they were more about school work than anything, but I found it easy to get along with him. And I guess he did too, because H told me that it took SB a while to warm up to him, but he was surprised at how quickly SB and I became friends. But we always got along pretty well form the start. Then one day, we just started making fun of one another. This started at the end of the semester, so about 2 mounts after we met, and then by my birthday party a month later, we had our nicknames for one another. After that, we always just made fun of one another, and I started doing what I only do to guys I'm super close with, I started to punch him for no apparent reason. Now this might sound weird, but I actually only punch guys I'm super comfortable with, I would hug all my guy friends, but punching is something else, I don't know, I don't do it on purpose, but it's just a reflex I've noticed. But I started to punch him for no reason.
We both also volunteer for the same thing at school, along with H, ST and AK, another one of my friends from school. Today there was four of us, SB, H, a friend named AK, and me. AK is a girl, and it just happened that we were sitting, girls on one side of the table, boys on the other. SB and I kind went to an extreme today. At first we were all insulting each other the whole day, calling each other names and joking around. And when AK left, I left my phone int he hands of SB ,unlocked, which is something I wouldn't do, EVER, and walked with AK to the metro. After I came back, he came to sit next to me, even though he had the most comfortable chair in the room. Then, I started to punch him, and he started to punch back, something he's never done before, and after about 10 minutes, all we did was hit and punch one another. And at a point he kept hitting my thighs, and after that we just got worse and worse, we started to pinch and poke, and slap one another. I think it was to the point that H was about to kick us out, if we weren't to fun to watch. But we just kept at it, even after H, left on an assignment, up until he had to get to class. Then I walked SB to class, said "hi" to W, and BB, and left for the day.
But I believe that if I were to watch myself and SB, from a thirst person perspective, I would believe that there was something going on between the two of us...
And I also gave H, his birthday present today, and he liked it! :D Gave me a huge hug and thanked me for it. And I think I may have made him jealous today. We were doing an errand for our volunteering today, and on the way I saw one of my old friends, KC, I haven't actually seen him for over a month, and even when we do, we always just say "hi", and one of us is rushing to class. But today, he was doing his volunteering or work, I'm never sure which, and I was running my errand. My errand required his help, so we were catching up. I introduced H to him and they exchanged a few words, then KC and I were talking about how we had to meet up, because we always said we would, but never actually ended up doing it. Then when we were done, we exchanged phone numbers and promised to text one another. I saw this look on H's face that I've never seen before, it kind of seemed like jealousy. And then he tried to play it off, saying how he liked KC's phone because it was his favorite color. But that look I saw on his face, it was something new, and the only way I can describe it is jealousy. But I may be assuming things. But if me exchanging numbers with a guy does bug him, then I may be on the right track with H to some degree.
Well, what do you guys think about SB or even my H situation?
-J
And the thing is, I don't know what people see when they see us together, cause the thing is, we are almost never EVER together, but as mentioned before in a previous post, for two people who are generally shy around strangers, we get along very well for two people who barely know each other. But let me give you the background on how we generally act around each other, and you can be the judge of it.
When we first met, it was generally always saying "hi" to one another, and I would have group studies with him and H, and we would talk on Skype a lot, but the conversations would be about nothing, and they were more about school work than anything, but I found it easy to get along with him. And I guess he did too, because H told me that it took SB a while to warm up to him, but he was surprised at how quickly SB and I became friends. But we always got along pretty well form the start. Then one day, we just started making fun of one another. This started at the end of the semester, so about 2 mounts after we met, and then by my birthday party a month later, we had our nicknames for one another. After that, we always just made fun of one another, and I started doing what I only do to guys I'm super close with, I started to punch him for no apparent reason. Now this might sound weird, but I actually only punch guys I'm super comfortable with, I would hug all my guy friends, but punching is something else, I don't know, I don't do it on purpose, but it's just a reflex I've noticed. But I started to punch him for no reason.
We both also volunteer for the same thing at school, along with H, ST and AK, another one of my friends from school. Today there was four of us, SB, H, a friend named AK, and me. AK is a girl, and it just happened that we were sitting, girls on one side of the table, boys on the other. SB and I kind went to an extreme today. At first we were all insulting each other the whole day, calling each other names and joking around. And when AK left, I left my phone int he hands of SB ,unlocked, which is something I wouldn't do, EVER, and walked with AK to the metro. After I came back, he came to sit next to me, even though he had the most comfortable chair in the room. Then, I started to punch him, and he started to punch back, something he's never done before, and after about 10 minutes, all we did was hit and punch one another. And at a point he kept hitting my thighs, and after that we just got worse and worse, we started to pinch and poke, and slap one another. I think it was to the point that H was about to kick us out, if we weren't to fun to watch. But we just kept at it, even after H, left on an assignment, up until he had to get to class. Then I walked SB to class, said "hi" to W, and BB, and left for the day.
But I believe that if I were to watch myself and SB, from a thirst person perspective, I would believe that there was something going on between the two of us...
And I also gave H, his birthday present today, and he liked it! :D Gave me a huge hug and thanked me for it. And I think I may have made him jealous today. We were doing an errand for our volunteering today, and on the way I saw one of my old friends, KC, I haven't actually seen him for over a month, and even when we do, we always just say "hi", and one of us is rushing to class. But today, he was doing his volunteering or work, I'm never sure which, and I was running my errand. My errand required his help, so we were catching up. I introduced H to him and they exchanged a few words, then KC and I were talking about how we had to meet up, because we always said we would, but never actually ended up doing it. Then when we were done, we exchanged phone numbers and promised to text one another. I saw this look on H's face that I've never seen before, it kind of seemed like jealousy. And then he tried to play it off, saying how he liked KC's phone because it was his favorite color. But that look I saw on his face, it was something new, and the only way I can describe it is jealousy. But I may be assuming things. But if me exchanging numbers with a guy does bug him, then I may be on the right track with H to some degree.
Well, what do you guys think about SB or even my H situation?
-J
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