OMG! I have finally heard from ST it's been forever since I've spoken to her, mostly cause she is not in the country at the moment, which country you ask? Well let me just say a country with a big time difference from here in Montreal. It was super great hearing from her and super great having an hour long chat after waking up from a tiring day at work. It was a great wake up call! So ST if you are by chance reading this, I can't wait till you get back :)
Other than my ST news, I have other news, ST already knows this since I sent her an email about it, but I think I may be over H, well I didn't tell her that part, cause I'm not sure about that myself (more on that later). But I know I've been saying I might like F, but in reality, I don't like like him, he's a nice guy and all, but he's not the kind of guy I would fall for. He has officially been categorized as a friend. This is going to sound so random, cause I've never talked about this guy before, I'm going to call him T, I work with him, and I've known him for longer than just this summer, and I think (since I am ever so indecisive about everything), I think I like him, I like spending time with him and joking around with him at work and he spends his breaks with me in my store if we work in different ones and I spend my breaks with him. But the only thing is, well not the only thing, but one of the things is that I don't know if he's single (what a surprise!). I'm also not sure he's interested, although in my head at least he talks to me more than he does the rest of the employees (I said in my head, so that may not be true). But ya, I'll see how that goes, cause I might not see him much anymore since he may be leaving the job.I'll miss him if he leaves, and not just cause I may or may not like him, but because he's super nice and he's fun to work with.
Now onto H, I started talking to him again, which I've stated (I think), and then we stopped talking (I think I might have stated) and he may be coming to my work place on Saturday with his co-workers, but since I haven't spoken to him lately, I don't know if that's still happening, but I'm hoping not, cause even though I miss him, I don't think I want to see him, not until school starts maybe (cause I can't avoid that), but I don't know, just thinking about him right now makes me miss him, but it seems like he doesn't miss my company, I mean, he never texts or tried to talk to me. I'm always the one texting and bugging him. Why can't I just forget about him and be happy (maybe) liking T?
On the bright side I have read 9 books on my list of books to read this summer and I am on my 8th week of summer vacation, so more than one book a week. YAY! But only 6 weeks to go, so with a full time job I don't think my 25+ books are going anywhere until Christmas break...
Hope your summer is going better than mine,
-J
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